It will be OVER

Aug 16,2010

It has been midnight, felt not good because of Kathy but it's all acceptable, because that's her, and i know her....and i hate the girls like her, how can she like that....i wish i don't know her and not my friend actually.

and, the story between us is OVER also, right, even it has never began. But, how can i tell how angry, or sad, or whatever I am...i may know how you do that, i just hate it, i hate it, i hate and hate and hate and hate and hate it.................................................................

The 6th beer, but still no idea of drunk, i know i will not be drunk tonight, how can i....

I know it will come one day, but i didn't expect it so soon, or, i didn't expect it at all.....

Can't sleep tonight, that's right, it's the end. I can't say good luck, i can't say congratulate, i, just hate it.

Wanna be with you

Aug 7th,2010

Sunny as always

It will be unreal if it rains in Las Vegas. everyday is a shinning day.

Everyday made a little step forward to the plan, but found so many difficulty. But still need to keep moving, if stop here, i don't know where i will be.

Didn't accept the offer from Shanghai main company, but decided to stay for the MBA, it's will be a miracle if can pass the GMAT, but as soon as now, have to get a try then....just like something else, if you want it, you gonna try it. And if you get it, you are lucky; if not, then, coma back later!

So get a new apartment, bought a car, get a new job even may it's not really legally...and started the company(Damm expesnsive!), working little by little to the plan, but things are turning not bad. Keep moving.

But your word made me down, may i need to be happy for you, because you are moving to your desire, but, because i am not only a good friend, i am sad, even i know it will come anyway, i am sad......

Jackie 8:36:15 PM
这个男生。。。。。估计。。。。会是我第一个男朋友。。。。

I should say "good luck", "fighting", but i can't, i can't speak it out.....I wanna be with you, I wanna be with you now.......

I am happy when you said "I missed u all", i will be much happier if you took the "all" out, but i know it won't happen. Even you said "you are one of the all", "for example i want you to drive me to where i want to go", I am happy with that, but, I know it's just as a common friend, that's OK, i am just so emotional...