Ya, feel strange...with my name right beside you...
I have the feeling want to go back to the SMP because i feel like they, or , u, need me to help...But that's OK, i am not non-replaceable, so, I just walk on my way.
Had a dream again last night, it's strange too...just because I asked her when is their wedding, i got to dream about all these...maybe this kind of LOVE has been lasting for so long, the college life, it's so hard to forget, maybe...
The dream is weired and won't happen, but, i feel sad about it...
The day that, all the girls i liked were married, and I am still myself, that's for sure, and won't be long to be true...
I am missing u, u are there but you don't need me now, I am happy when you need my help, because at this time you will think about me, that's all enough for me...wait till 2am to sleep, just for any chance u may need my help...that's the way of my love, it won't be good to anybody, but, that's my way...
wish you good.......
